nolite te bastardes
do you ever feel like you’re not in the ‘right place’ in your life?

i’m going onto day 3 of my “no good and rotten cold” and i’m fairly loopy.

but i can’t help myself from thinking that i’m not “where” i’m supposed to be in my life.  i’m feeling unfulfilled, perhaps?  so, let’s think this out…

relationships:

  • i love my husband
  • i hate my family
  • i could use more friends

career:

  • i do great work and i’m appreciated
  • the job i was hired to do (and would love to be doing) isn’t what i spend most of my time work on

living:

  • i hate our current home (too close to my family)
  • we’re looking for a new place - this issue will be resolved shortly

mental status:

  • 2011 was the most mentally unstable year-to-date (anxiety/panic/stress)
  • 2012 i’m in therapy (psychologist) and taking control of the situation *two thumbs up*

city:

  • i have nothing nice to say about ottawa

    so, it’s my job … and this city!

    =(

    ty

    1. lights-action answered: I hope thins get better for you real soon :j I have the same issue with friends as you do /:
    2. endomorphusagi said: I’m not where I should be, I already know this as fact, and it makes me so unhappy sometimes.
    3. wilkidu answered: I think I feel that way most of the time. :-\ Turning the Big 4-0 this year, isn’t helping.
    4. zachrisso answered: I find myself in a lot of the same situations you list. Just replace the career section with schooling for me…
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